i dont know

This evening I want a little story ..
I was not good right now, for whatever reason, but I felt very uncomfortable to eat, sleep and all... I again thought about how I can realize all the dreams that now lodged in my brain, to make something that either I did not understand.
ohhh god help me, I feel stupid now see the reality in front of my eyes. I had to get up but I am confused where to start I really want to achieve something that ... although I'm really not sure of that, many people told me about the many talents that I have, but I never know where the talent that they tell me??
I actually really feel stupid with my abilities, ohhh .. tonight I was very nervous about it :(