i'm sad

either, even though it was crap but it always makes my heart happy. repeatedly wanted to say "I love you" but my lips and tongue frozen moment. I want to say that I'm jealous of you were intimate with the spoiled "she" but I also repeat myself realize that you just friendship. I was afraid of pain and I'm afraid you can not accept me be. I was a little bad habits you understand, but my principles will not ever want to understand it. I really love you .. I'm sad because you would not know it. every day I always think of you